“I’m dead, that’s why I don’t feel anything”

To Belve, Lory Del Santo recounted the tragedies that marked her life, such as the loss of 3 children: here’s how she went on.

The one of Lory Del Santo at Belve it was one of the three all-female interviews that marked the penultimate episode of Francesca Fagnani’s program: under the rain of pressing questions from the presenter, the showgirl told behind the scenes of her life for many unpublished. From 10 days in prison to the relationship with Eric Claptonwhat most marked her existence were 3 tragic moments, which took a lot from her 3 children on 4.

Lory Del Santo, a difficult childhood

Often, when we look at the lives of the show’s characters, we don’t think that there can also be shadows, even thick ones darkness at some points along their journey. Yet, it is like this, and after the interview a few days ago with Simona Ventura, now it is the story of Lory Del Santo that proves it: the actress, also a guest of Mara Venier on Domenica In, told of her childhood difficult.

The mother, just 25 years old, lost her husband and found herself raising two daughters alone, which significantly affected their relationship. Quarrels furiousare the ones that Del Santo tells, tearing them from his memories: “my mother never believed me, in fact when I told the truth she hit me. I thought that the right way to live peacefully was to tell a lie”.

But it’s not just childhood that was a difficult period in the actress’s life: the moments even more so dark they would only arrive later.

“I’m dead, that’s why I don’t suffer”, Lory Del Santo’s story about the loss of her children

Many, when they talk about Lory Del Santo, immediately remember his relationship with Eric Clapton, met in 1985: between them, as the musician himself said, “there was a very strong energy”, and she became his lover, since Clapton was married to the model Pattie Boyd. Still in the role of lover, Lory Del Santo became pregnant with Clapton, giving birth in 1986 to Conor Loren Clapton.

And it is precisely to him that the first tragedy of his life is connected: alone 5 yearslittle Conor died when he fell from the 5th floor of the “Galeria” skyscraper in New York, passing through a French window left open by mistake.

In the 1999from a man whose identity she never revealed, the actress had her third child, Loren Del Santo. Who, even though there was no diagnosis for years, suffered from anhedonia, which led him to take one’s own life in 2018. After him, Del Santo became pregnant once again, but the baby was born prematurely and died, just two weeks after birth, due to ainfection.

To Belve, the actress told how she managed to move forward and endure all this pain: “it’s as if I have lived two lives and I am in one dead” he told Fagnani, “because of this I don’t sufferbecause it doesn’t belong to me”.

“Witness of time” defines himself as Lory Del Santo, who as also suggested in the comments under the video has undergone a phenomenon of dissociationin this case a self-defense system implemented by the brain to protect her from what would otherwise have been devastating pain.