“I look like an asshole, but too many times they have stopped my enthusiasm”

He gives me in the school of Friends 23 he had a breakdown. During the daytime of the talent show today, Friday 26 April, the singer rehearsed the song The Football Draft of the Class of ’68 who will sing in the next episode of the Evening. The words of the text moved him: “I feel like I’m singing my life” he explained before venting to the coach in tears.

Midas’ outburst

Mida talked about his past, recalling episodes that forced him to become “hard”, and therefore to hide his brightness. “Sometimes I have a tendency to try to make myself look strong. I put up a shield and this comes from some fragilities, insecurities, weaknesses that I have. I experience emotions in a very strong way, I have a strong emotionality. But sometimes I try to do that with my balls, I think so. Sometimes it’s not necessary, you have to take a step back” he confessed. Recalling the past, he added:

I come from a tough environment, but I’m one cookie. I’m a little harsh, a little I’m not. I spent my life thinking I was a machine, a soldier, for music. Sometimes you have to look inside yourself and understand that you can make mistakes.

“I became an asshole because of a boy”

“They have capped the enthusiastic child I was when I was little too many times. I’m closing. It’s not right. I’ve always been enthusiastic, at a certain point I realized that the baby didn’t like it so I threw him in.” the singer said before bursting into tears. At school, when he was part of the scouts, he enjoyed making jokes. Then he was silenced by a boy and from there he decided to withdraw into himself:

At school I was a scout, I laughed and joked with everyone. To a certain boy a boy said “Stop it, you’re not nice”. I think that’s the key to why I shut down, why I look like an asshole. When I brought out that sunny and altruistic part of me, doors were closed in my face.